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[gnutmeg]

It is now boxing day. I have to work today at 10... but for now, I'm torn between rping and going to bed. I really want both badly. Maybe I'll just ply a little bit longer before collapsing.

No, I don't feel like talking about dinner with ma famille right now.

I've officially decided that I need to get a decent/proper chair for my computer before I develop back problems from sitting at it all day. Either that, or I'm going to move it onto the floor, or something so I don't need a damned chair.

I also need to clean my room. Badly. Still. Good thing I don't have many hours at work next week...


And now I part by giving you my lyrics for Verse Thursday.

Absense of Fear - Jewel

inside my skin there is this space
it twists and turns
it bleeds and aches
inside my heart there's an empty room
it's waiting for lightning
it's waiting for you
and i am wanting
and i am needing you here
inside the absence of fear

muscle and sinew
velvet and stone
this vessel is haunted
it creaks and moans
my bones call to you
in their separate skin
i make myself translucent
to let you in, for i am wanting
and i am needing you here
inside the absence of fear

there is this hunger
this restlessness inside of me
and it knows that you're no stranger
you're my gravity
my hands will adore you through all darkness aim
they will lay you out in moonlight
and reinvent your name
for i am wanting you
and i am needing you here
i need you near
inside the absence of fear