gnutmeg: (dark)
gnutmeg ([personal profile] gnutmeg) wrote2006-09-24 06:48 pm

one more bad dream could bring a fall

I'm feeling dark right now. And kind of empty, though not in a good way.


It's like I've poured out all of the past to make room for the future but there's nothing there to put in. So I'm deflated, I guess. I don't know.



Gods. I wish I could stop feeling like this. Why can't I fucking shake it this time? Why?