gnutmeg | I am the blind man, she is my eyes

reasons I am cool:
1. I'm studying music in university
2. I have an IQ above 150
3. People I don't know pimp my icon site
4. I am insanely loyal to my friends
5. I'm not afraid to do my own thing
6. I'm a damn Girl Guide (you americans can read 'Guide' as 'Scout')
7. My hair has been blonde, red, orange, pink, navy blue, and sky blue... so far
8. I know all the words to about 70% of Bowie's songs

reasons I suck:
1. I'm antisocial
2. I'm agoraphobic
3. I'm extremely picky about people I talk to... leading to me not making a lot of friends
4. I've made children cry
5. I can get extremely defensive about my religion because I've recieved a lot of crap about it in the past
6. Same goes for my sexual orientation
7. I'm bipolar
8. I haven't spoken to most of my RL friends (in person, at least) since... March? April? I don't even know.

things I have done in this lifetime I am proud of:
1. Graduated from highschool, on the honour roll, no less
2. Won every Guiding award for Youth Members
3. Paid for half of my bass clarinet
4. Got into University with a scholarship
5. Stopped trying to kill myself
6. Taught myself html
7. I have Gardnarian first degree. (which I have probably spelt wrong and will mean nothing to you unless you are a witch or know about Wicca)
8. I know phrases of Japanese, Sindarin and (Irish)Gaelic; and am able to hold short conversations in French.

things I still want to do:
1. Learn to speak Japanese and French fluently
2. Master the guitar
3. Get my own place
4. Find someone who wouldn't mind putting up with my for the rest of my life
5. Visit Japan
6. Meet David Bowie
7. Sell one of my paintings
8. Record an album

things I am OVER with.
(the been there done that category)
1. Being suicidal
2. Highschool
3. The druggie formerly known as my ex-boyfriend
4. Fighting my mother: I just smile and nod now, smile and nod and remember that I'll be in another country in a few years
5. Letting my dad hit me.
6. Fighting my sister: I need ONE person I can speak to in this house.
7. My ex-girlfriends, specifically the whore and the unfaithful
8. Television. It was cute, but I don't see the point

things I wish I was over with.
(the "please god, make it end already!" category)
1. My bipolar disorder. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE CURED OVER A YEAR AGO WHEN I WENT OFF MY MEDS
2. University
3. Seeing my friends in pain
4. My family
5. My weight/metabolism problems
6. My insomnia
7. The public transit system here in Ottawa
8. Getting migraines