gnutmeg | ::: Deafening Decay :::

remember all those times
you let me down?
they're haunting me
like that song you just can't stand
racing through my head
this heavy melody
a cacophony of things
that just won't leave

they push my dreams from their way
displacing my wishes with dread
and I can't see you
why can't I see you?
what did I do wrong?
but the questions tangle
caught in the fullness of my brain
never to cross your path

what's the point of feeling
when all I have is the pressure of my skull
and you're not there?
the contents of my brain are spilt milk
and peach arsenic
their harmonies make me ache
as I pine
and waste away