:: No More ::

tears fall
from the ocean within me
an ocean of love
of sorrow
my darkangel
why do you heart me so?

dried flowers
crushed into the ground

live no more
love no more
cry forever
no tears you cry could ever repay
the pain you've caused me

sleep, food, joy
these are unknown to me
darkangel, wrap around me once more
your black feathered wings
and remove your dagger
from my broken heart

:: Higher State of Being :::

laugh
he lies to you
does not comprehend
you are greater
a higher entity
born of flesh
forged with magick
your dreams become reality
so dream sugar sweet
your hopes are innocent

child like

pray to your angels
pray to your gods
they love you
protect you from darkness
hide within their light
all of the day's fears
are hidden from the sky

love them

the night's depressions
haunt you mercilessly
laugh aloud
they are but ghosts
the wind carries them away

fall asleep

in the cradle of the earth
the grass caresses like a mother
takes away the sorrow
lulled by the stars' song

silent, silent

the wind is your lover
whispered secrets

gone

I need more sleep if I'm going to be planning camp...

Had another long meeting with Bounce. Somehow we kept getting off topic and talking about things like bananas, genitals (it sounds like jungle), Japanese, me scaring children, and Bounce's bitterness towards men (she just had a bad break up). Yeah. Yet anohter 4 hours at Timmy-Ho's for $5 CAD.

After that I stopped by Walmart to pick up some canvases and a pair of sandals so I can stop stealing my sister's.

Yeah, in the car I was listening to Beast of Blood and started singing It's All Been Done. SO WEIRD. NEED SLEEP.

John, I love you, I do, you missed me on AIM by literally 2 minutes this morning.

Right. Now I'm going to take a nap, because I'm tired because a certain person I just claimed to love kept me up until 4:30ish last night and I woke up at 8. I can function on lack of sleep, but if you want me to be able to use my brain, I'm taking a nap.

we can do all the old things, we can do all the bad things

Can't sleeeep. So I'm making a post about random things that make me laugh.

magnum

bananas

jungle / genital

kitchen table sex

wraith sex

YOOOO-CHAAAAN *snowtackle*

nutmeg with a silent 'G'

high school songs (they all remind me of Six, now)

Eru's angry icon

the number of people Rumil has slept with and yet expects Lai to stay monagamous

words with more than eight letters

I"m so going to crash tonight, aren't I?

they say revenge is best served cold, so why not use an ice queen?

*adjust halo of evil* John. Look. You KNOW you want to.

( so prettiful )

WORSHIP MY QUEEN OR ELSE!!