I'm in a fucking bad mood, ok?

*refrains from picking up her phone and throwing it into the wall... barely*



*bursts into tears*

I think I'm going to go offline for a bit.


<EDIT> Threw a slight tantrum. Not fun.
( my tantrum, it was actually a lot worse, but how do you explain that in a chat? )

</EDIT>

::: Musings on Life :::

stars that burn as bright as day
seem so pale from far away
wishing you had come to stay
dreams destroyed with no delay

tears that fall down from my face
i just feel so out of place
like my mind is off in space
life is gone without a trace

lives that end for no reason
come and go like a season
like leaves blowing on trees and
over sooner than is pleasing

what games are played with the toys
that god has named girls and boys
creating all new strange joys
making so much cosmic noise

falling at the speed of light
knowing not what's wrong or right
demons you must stand and fight
both at day and in the night

look, I'm still alive!

And, as an apology for scaring the shiznat out of everyone (including myself) I have some nice monochrome pictures of Hyde. (That'd be silinde for the MESPTers)

( think of these as the before and after shots )

nutmeg + Silinde = tRuE LovE fOReVeR OMg!1!!!11!!one!!



In other news, sharp objects = bad and I was talking to Nani's brother this morning beccause her MSN went on without him noticing. He's very polite.





...damn I miss John and Ruby.

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*sneaks back on the computer to change two icons and set the Hyde one as default*

*gets escorted away from the computer once again by her over-concerned puppets*

hope this brightens up everybody's day