Oct. 19th, 2003

gnutmeg: (hi)
My mother apparantly pinched the nerve in her neck, so she's been getting me to do random chores for her that she supposedly can't do. Yeah. Right. Whatever.

So I am a good little childer-thing and help the mother dearest. Oh yes, oh yes. Shoot me.

I started working on my next music history essay. It's not due until Novemeber, but I want to do things right now. I want to do well. I want to prove I'm not stupid and useless. Even if it'll be a complete lie, I'm still going to do well.


Sorry. >.> I'm so negative lately, yet I am not depressed so... I'm not sure. I think I'm just beating myself up because of some of the dumb shit I've done because of being depressed.
gnutmeg: (stare)
I have been watching the Pieces pv too many times, I think. And it makes me far too happy to see Hyde kill Tetsu. I'm not really sure why. Something about the fact that I'm scarred for life by bad HydexTetsu, maybe? *shrugs*

Another thing I have to say is that I am so fucking bored of writing sex scenes. They're all the same!! OMG. I am so disappointed. I am just going to write up three sets of sex scenes and just cut and paste appropriate comments to put where they're need, seriously! I could! It seems that damned repetitive to me! I don't know why I even bother to try and be unique anymore. *shakes head* It's all just, as Bowie so eloquently says, "WHAM! BAM! THANK YOU, MA'AM!" And I'm just like "NUOoO~ no more!" And then I found $20 and everyone died. THE END.







...don't ask. I swear I am neither high, drunk or hyper. I am just in a very chipper mood. We do not know why, but we won't ask as it is a good thing. Sort of. ...well, I might be hyper. Damn minty Sprite. It's gross, yet addictive. I've had two today. I know it does not sound like a lot, but you have to realize I don't drink a lot of pop.

Also, I can't type. My gods, it's horrible. It's a combination of my new keyboard and my already lacking typing skills.

Ok. I am done wasting your time.