story time with net!mommy nutmeg

I'm in just such a mood that I've decided to lift a bit of the veil of the mystery behind the "creature that is nutmeg" for you all, and so, a story, of sorts...

( the people who are my heroes )

serenity? nah...

It's amazing, sometimes, how quickly one's life can take a complete 180 degree turn on it's axle.

It's happened so many times in my life... I wonder that I don't get insanely dizzy and fall down. I've been turned every which way and now I don't know what direction I'm supposed to be facing.

My heart is no compass I can trust. It does not change while my surroundings do. My mind is a worse compass. It is so fickle, I cannot keep a single thought in my head for more than a month. Those few that do pass the test of time have to fight with those things I call motivation and opportunity, and quite frankly, they don't always co-operate.

I need time to meditate. I am certain of a few things. I know who I love, and I know what I want to do. I just don't know the path that takes me to the desired destination.

If you'll excuse me, I hear the voices calling. I'll return after I've spoken to them. Perhaps I'll even take my AIM off away mode...

I wish I had wing, I'd fly in the sky

You'd think I'd be ashamed that my biggest accomplishments today would be the creation & posting of 50 icons and reorganizing my clothing drawers. I'm not. I'm quite pleased with that... considering how out of it I've been. I just... can't concentrate on much of anything today. (That'd be why I've been away on AIM all day... I couldn't sit down for more than a 5 minute conversation)

I'm doing a little better now, but I'm still spacing out occasionally. I think we all have days like this, though. Well... I do, at least.

Aaaaand... I forgot what else I was going to say. o.o;; oops. Ah well. Ta for now~