let's re-write an ending that fits instead of a Hollywood horror

So often do I end up doing things I don't want to just because of so-called friendship that has not been reciprocated in months. They just don't understand... they all expect me to be the same bubbly, cheerful girl I was in highschool.

That was two fucking years ago. I'm not her anymore. Although some things about me have stayed the same, most of me is different. Time changes people and it's changed me more than most. Why can't they see that? Is it so hard to understand that I'd rather stay home to chat online with my koibito than go off to some fucking movie I don't want to see anyway? ...Apparantly it is.

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My out trip today wasn't as painful as it could have been. Bussing was hell, but at least we got to go somewhere cool instead of the dumb movie. We went to the museum of nature. My favourite part was the dinosaurs, of course. I was a little miffed that they didn't have a parasauralophus, but I'll live. I was more miffed by the fact that like half the exhibits were closed for reconstruction and not scheduled to open for 2 to 5 years. I mean, seriously, what the fuck?

One of the coolest things about the nature museum is the fact that it looks like a castle. It's 4 stories high, and apparantly, the guy who built it jumped off the 4th floor to fall to his death on the first floor. *nods* He supposedly haunts the top floor because of it.

Yeah. We did more bussiness. I did not like that. Then... we got to come home fairly early since none of us had money and both of them had other things to do.


In other news, while I was at the museum, walmart called me again for yet another interview in a different apartment. Hopefully the whores will actually offer me a position this time >:O

At this point, I'm desperate enough for a job that I'll take pretty much anything thrown at me. My savings account is looking pretty pathetic at this point. My spending account is even worse. >.o


Carry on, dolls, nutmeg loves you all today.



p.s. WHERE IS KIA?!? :O