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I think waking up crying is a pretty good indicator that today is going to be a difficult one for me, concerning mood swings and such.

Stupid bipolar disorder. I hate you. Go away!! >:O


Apparantly, this week is a busy one for me. I'm out today, tomorrow and thursday evenings. That's certainly a first in a long time.


<EDIT> You know, witch hazel smells really really nice. Not as nice as anise seed, though, but still. I totally have an idea for a new potpourri. Assuming I can find dried witch hazel and not just the distilled kind you use for cuts. </EDIT>

I'm getting better about this fangirl-ness of mine

So I go outside to get our mail and as soon as I step onto our front porch I see this ginormous box from Amazon.com, and I thought it was kind of funny as I didn't remember ordering anything from Amazon. Then it hit me. Moon Child. Helayne (the wonder that she is) had ordered me Moon Child from Amazon.

That was when the "afdkl" moment came followed by some serious tongue biting as I went to the mail box to get the rest of our mail before coming home to try and pry the poor DVD from the packing a dozen times its size. I have to say, Amazon.com is very much not environmentally friendly. The thing was in a plastic wrapper then placed on a piece of cardboard and vaccuum-wrapped in another piece of plastic then glued to the box. o.o

The sad thing is, I'm much too busy today to watch it. Oh well. Tomorrow morning I shall see it. Currently, it is sitting next to The Man Who Fell to Earth. Perhaps a very appropriate spot, if anyone knows about the significance that movie...

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Mood swing. Down again. Gonna forcefeed myself some sugar and if that doesn't work... I dunno.


Maybe I'll cry. I'm already damned close to that point.