I like the way you like me best...

Life lesson learned: just because you're expecting something, it doesn't mean it will hurt less.


I apologize for being an angst queen lately, but I'm really not feeling up to par. And there's still so much to do, despite my glum mood. My list seems to be getting longer, instead of shorter, every day.

multitasking

Cleaning my room and starting my packing at the same time. (Easily done as half the mess is just me leaving my clean laundry everywhere.) Both are things that calm me down, though neither cheers me up. Maybe I'll even be sane enough to come on AIM sometime tonight. Doubt it, but maybe.

Today's been fairly productive, for the most part. Hopefully this trend will continue. I can't go to camp as a mental wreck, it just wouldn't work. Must regain sanity in 5 days. Can I do it?

I also considered making a speena community for LJ, but then realized how silly that was. I mean, nothing would be posted there. There's only like 3 fan sites (in any language!) in existance for them, and no pictures to be found anywhere. They're official site is pretty cool, though. I was reading badly translated entries of Kanako's diary. She's so cute. I want one. Even if she is ten years older than I am.


<EDIT> My parents just got home, and what is the first thing they do? Scream at me, of course. The reasons for today's screaming? My sister isn't home from doing her errands today yet (she left the house at like 1:45), and my brother didn't finish the dishes like I told him to. Both things most obviously my fault. -_-;; </EDIT>

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I feel an odd urge to go visit my friend Minh's grave. She died just under two years ago. I remember where the yard is, though not her particular stone.

Not that it really matters, though, I have no time.