please be careful with me, I'm sensitive and I'd like to stay that way

Kia, I was right. I did have nightmares. 2 of them. So I gave up on trying to sleep. (I went to bed a bit after 4, if anyone's curious.)

Not happy. But at least the music's good.


Grr.

randomnessticity

Am I allowed to be slightly freaked out that people actually use the icons I make? Because I am. I always have been... yet I continue to make icons... I dunno. I confuse myself.


I'm cleaning out my uh... herb drawer (I don't know what else I would call it. It has a bunch of my herbs and containers and incense and tarot cards and... you know, all that magicy stuff) and I am very sad because I had to throw out my jar of carnation petals because they got wet and rotted. :( It was very sad. I'm going to have to dry more flowers, I guess. (I dry flowers for both use in magic and use in crafts/potpourri.)

Actually. I'm going to have to remember to do all that gathering of flowers and herbs before what I have stops blooming. Another winter without sage would not be so happy for me.


Oh! P.S. For those who it means anything to, I found the Goddess Commandments while I was cleaning my closet! XD I'm going to have to type up that whole list one of these days.


<EDIT> T_____T There was a dead spider at the bottom of the drawer... looked like she just curled up and died from starvation. So sad... </EDIT>

you promised me the ending would be near

It's funny, if you think about it, how often a person tends to break their own heart. Naturally, we blame it on whoever or whatever we are "in love" with, but really is it not our own fault? We were the ones to choose to open our hearts and risk the potential of having them damaged. A broken heart is a choice made by irrational judgement.

Still hurts, though.



I think I should redo my layout soon. I'm getting bored with this one.