don't be like me

Sometimes, when I get really depressed, my scars ache and then this pain spreads and soon my whole wrist is left throbbing.

It's funny how such small marks that've faded almost completely can still bring me mental pain. Most people wouldn't even see them. But I know where each one is/was. After all, I put them there.

Gods. I used to be so stupid.

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I think I may be a little stressed. Also, my headphones are broken. Direct correlation? Possibly.


But, at least I'm getting straight A's (of the marks I've gotten so far) in school. This is a good thing.


P.S. <3 I'll comment to you guys after supper.

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So, I'm reading the letter Luce sent me in return to mine (which I recieved today); and we had a short discussion over our pennames, her telling me the story of hers and what not, then she agrees with me that it'd be cool if I changed my name to nutmeg officially (someday, perhaps) even though "Jennifer" was still a cool name. Umn. Luce? I'm not a Jennifer, nor have I ever been called one before. You made me giggle. XD

I have two webpages to make sometime this week. Eep. Guess the new layouts for my own will have to wait. And my hydexwho contest is ending on sunday, if any of you are entering. Kagome? Your HydexKyo was for that, right? Well. It is now. :P



And, you know, I'm feeling like such an idiot right now. I'm trying to plan in a visit to Minh's grave on the anniversary of her death, but I can't remember what day it was on. >.< Only that it was late November/early December. Like the week with both. ...yeah, I know, I shouldn't be thinking about it already, but, well, I was missing her again today.