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Fuck. That didn't quite go as planned.


Remember, when waving a flag to get someone's attention, don't beat them over the head with it as well.



*<3s lauraorganasolo, cause yeah, and drops_of_colour for the usual reasons and crantz, too, cause he's a miracle wonder boy*



I think I might pull a disappearing act for a while. Don't worry about me. I just don't want to upset any of you with the thoughts in my mind at present.

there are no virgins, life has already fucked us all

My day today? Well. It all started when I tried to go to bed at 2:15 am. Ended up actually going to bed around 3:30. I woke up crying, roughly 9:30, and was far too miserable to bother going out to get my mom anything so I didn't. Got harassed about that after, but we'll get to that. Checked LJ, spent some time listening to music and then Kia came online. Clung to Kia like you wouldn't believe for several hours. Tried to do some RPing, didn't do much. Still avoiding the homework I'd been avoiding since Thursday. Ended up going out for supper for mom's birthday. That's when I got harassed. She's 44, if anyone's curious.

School schedule looks a little rough. 24/7 notebook for Entrepreneurship is due in a week, and my knowledge portfolio the week after that. And it's fucking Hallowe'en next weekend and for the first time EVER I'm not doing anything for it. Tuesday is Hallowe'en party for guides. I have to pull some games together for that. Have also been working on new layout for daisy as well as a few different icon sets, including animated Hyde, Kana, and OLIVIA sets. Don't know when I'll ever get them done.

Still have some work to do on the layout for Laura and have to make that character for Jess. Why did everything have to get busy all at once? Stupid elf muse has informed me he doesn't want to play with anyone else until he sees Crimson even though I'm trying to get him new plots. Grr at him.

I have like 6 stories that I'm working on back and forth, currently. Though I think I might stop writing the one, as the person it was for apparantly hates me, now. *shrugs*

I think I'm burning out. School + home life + online life + trying to find job + voluneteering = too much stress. My back has been in constant knots for almost a month. I have to pay second semester tuition in 2 weeks, and I don't even know how much I owe. >.<


There. Does that about make up for all the entries I missed during the day? LJ and I aren't exactly getting on at the moment. Which reminds me. Paid account needs renewing soon. Have coupons already though. That's one less thing to worry about.

Anyway. Bed now.