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I'm so fucking freezing, but I'm not allowed to turn my heater on, so. Even if I were allowed to, I can't. Someone (ie my brother) broke the handle off again, so we can't turn the damned thing on.


I really shouldn't be as mad as I am at everything today but, seriously, I'm just in a rawr mood at the moment. Not sure if this is my bipolarism or what.


... *looks it up like the nerd she is* Gee... it's me all over. I especially like the "If left untreated, bipolar disorder tends to worsen, and the person experiences episodes of full-fledged mania and clinical depression." part. Only not.

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Worst sleep ever. I must have woken up a good 8 times (within 6 hours of being in bed) with the most notable time being 6:30 am. I woke up feeling wide awake, so went online to check messages, said hi to Kia and chatted for a bit until she sent me back to bed. Then I was awake for another half hour until I finally fell asleep again. Also, nightmares. ._. Hate that.

I just want to skip today and go to bed, but I have too much to do.

Speaking of which, it is time to go get ready for school.


<EDIT> Oh, I almost forgot. Kia? Thank you. I know it was only like a few sentences, but what you were saying at 6:30 really calmed me. I'm not really sure why. </EDIT>

completely random

Random things cross my mind today - like the Camp Caribou Keeners. Anyone remember them? And then I wonder about whether it would be rude or not for me to ask any of the australians off my friends list to send me vegemite. Or why do rubber chickens always have bad breath? And OMG *snorts*, thanks Ruby. <3 Sometimes, more serious thoughts come up, like why does it take an emergency to make people open their hearts?

Have been hearing lots of pretty good things in the news. Like that tomorrow and the day after two jets filled with supplies for tsunami survivors will be leaving Toronto airport. And reports of different fundraisers for it are coming up every day.

Oh, and Canada won for mens' world junior hockey. ;) (Hey, I need some sort of hockey with the NHL being out of play this winter.)


Also, it's really really weird to have Trillian open and not have any sign of Kia - especially at this time of night. It's like... a missing piece.

I was originally planning to write this in French, since I'm getting out of practice, except I couldn't remember any.