that's the way it is

Gods. This is going to be such a fucking long week. -_-

My body is very much not happy with me, right now. Probably because all I really had to eat last night was a little bit of cheese and most of a danish. I was just so upset, I couldn't really force myself to eat more.


I really shouldn't be letting myself get all run-down like this. I mean, the semester is barely a month old. I need to start taking better care of myself.

grr.

What I want to do: slit my wrists find a good book and go curl up in the corner with it for the rest of the night. Preferably a tear jerker, since I feel like crying, anyway.

What I'm actually going to do: design my company logo so we can actually use it for our project, do up the stupid statement of equity sources thing, write my english mini-oral project, write my stupid marketing assignment, and go to volunteering.

What I haven't done today and probably should: eaten more than two bites of food.

so much homework left...

I've resorted to playing with lego. Darth Vader has just (for what must be the millionth time) decapated Harry Potter, stolen his pretty starry cape and is dancing on his corpse. The emporer looks on in amusement. And nutmeg wishes she had more lego people. Maybe, if she ever has time, she will set up the lego race track again and let the cars (especially the one Vader drives) run over Harry.


I'm not crazy. Shut up.


Oh, duh, I forgot. For the people who've been whining about wanting to see my blondeness, I will upload pictures in the morning. *nod*



<EDIT> I have two OLIVIA PVs and another YUKI PV uploaded to YouSendIt, but have only been used once or twice. If anyone wants to abuse them, give me a shout and I'll hook you up, k? </EDIT>


<EDIT2> Just as an thought on this post: anyone who says there's no variety in western music is twice as closed-minded as the people they say dislike them for enjoying Jrock. I could rant on this forever, and am pretty sure I have in past. But. Honestly, children? You want music that's unique and written by those who perform it? Go to a bar that showcases local indies groups. (Canadian indies = <3) Or check out non-mainstream music or just-barely-mainstream music. *gasp* Yes! Such a thing exists! Might I recommend to you some David Bowie? Or Nine Inch Nails, RadioHead? Slipknot, Marilyn Manson, Robin Black, Kittie, Nirvana, Hole, Courtney Love? Moby, Our Lady Peace, The Pixies, Pink, R.E.M., Matthew Good Band, Jewel, Korn, Cake, A Perfect Circle, Oasis, Bare Naked Ladies?

...Just off the top of my head, but I could go on for hours. As for the lyrics being "more poetic"? That's just how Japanese is written. That's the way the language works. It doesn't seem as poetic to those who speak in the same manner on a daily basis. Cut the crap and stop making excuses. You're being just as pigheaded as people who say they won't listen to Japanese music because of the language.

People who automatically think all western music sucks need to be beaten with their own Gackt (or whatever other artist they think is so superior) CD. Yes, Japanese music is good, but it's not the be all and end all by a long shot.


You know what these kids really need? Lots of Mozart. *nods* And yes, I'm well aware that my edit is longer than my post yet again, thankyouverymuch. <EDIT2>