love, oh, you make me want to beg you for more...

Half bottle of wine and 3 hours of TV later, I'm still depressed and insomniatic. (And craving toast. *shakes fist at Mythbusters*)


Gods. I hate being me, somedays.

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Still not in the best of mood, but better than yesterday. Wishing I had money or something so I could go on a mini-shopping spree or buy myself a CD or something. (Shopping always seems to make me happier, even if all I end up buying is some frozen yoghurt or something.)

Wait- :o ! I got my GST refund yesterday. >.> That's, like, $50. *ponders* But I haven't cashed it yet, so that's no good. :\ But I can do that today and buy the speena and YUKI albums I've been lusting over. Yeah. That'd make me happy. New music from artists I love always makes me happy.


Oh, I have work tomorrow, too. And my first payday is a week from today, so that is also very happy. Sad that I must turn to material things to cheer me up, but whatever works, right? (Although, both John and Kia left me comments in various places, which did help a lot. <3)

look at the hair! :o

I noticed something, and I'd like to point it out to everyone (well, at least those into Japanese music):


Hyde's hair. Killing Me PV (and other recent events) 2005.


Kanako's hair. Tsuzureori PV. 2003


What am I trying to prove? I'm not entirely sure, but it had to do with speena's coolness factor and the fact that Hyde should just cut his goddamned hair already. Obviously, it's a women's style, considering the 4 other people I've seen with it (Kanako, Bonnie Pink, Ayumi (Because of You PV) and the lady from that show Hyde was on that I forget the name of. >.>) were all women.


Really, I just found it amusing. ^^;

shiney~

Well, despite my good intentions, I ended up redoing my layout and userinfo instead of cleaning my room. Oh well. It's pretty. :) Images all come from speena's Dilemma PV. Because I've been in a very speena-y mood lately. But Bonnie will be back eventually. She's such a lovely woman, she has to. But for now... my adoration of Kanako has won. (She has some positively provacative poses in that PV, and considering I had to watch it 3 times to get all the clips I wanted... oy.)


Which reminds me. I have a few sets of icons I should finish. Or I could clean my room already. Aiya. And many more ideas for them, from watching speena PVs.