May. 1st, 2005

gnutmeg: (beauty)



My brain is filled to dizziness with trivia and facts right now. @.@ Oh, and headache. Yes.



And I just remembered I wanted to stop by work today to get my paycheck. Well, if I hurry I can get in before it closes. I wanted to double check the schedule, anyway. I think I might have it written down wrong. In fact, I'm sure I do, looking at the play list and knowing what CDs I have with me for tonight. Aiya. So much for this. I must go and do that now.


<EDIT> Ah, fuck it. I know where I am today and tomorrow. I don't have to go in tonight, I can go in tomorrow and I think that I will. Yes. </EDIT>

Even So...

May. 1st, 2005 04:59 pm
gnutmeg: (brat)
"The more you poke at a wound, the longer it takes to heal."

"The tighter you grasp something, the more it will slip through your fingers."

"Life is game, so play to win."

"The only true constant is change."

"The Gods gave us pain to help us remember we're alive."

"I love you."

"Truth is beautiful as glass, and twice as fragile."



So many things I want to say to people... so much advice and thoughtful tidbits. Yet none of it seems sufficient or relevant or necessary. I'm somewhere between sobbing and throwing up right now, but I think it's just a moodswing. Still. Whatever it is, I'm totally down on myself right now.