stupid nausea

Well, I'm sort of back in a half-assed kind of way. As in, I'm not jumping back into everything at once, but bringing it all back as I can handle it. I think it's the prospect of not having ANY personal time for a month and a half this summer that has made me want to take everything a little slower these days. Well, and certain medical issues.


For those who've expressed concern: I should be ok. I've just been having issues dealing with my bipolar disorder recently. May or may not be due to my doctor's failed attempts at treating it. Unfortunately, I can't be 100% positive. Though I DID get my mother to agree with me that perhaps I should see a different doctor.


Umn... I changed over half of my icons, now that I've come back. I just... haven't been digging texted icons lately. I also want to do something with my userinfo, but I'm not too sure what.



Not much else has been going on. Working at Tulip Festival and it's been damned cold, uh, birthday countdown is at 28 days right now... oh, and I'm waiting on mail and ever-so-impatient for it to arrive. Isn't that always the case, though? It's better if you don't know it's coming.



<EDIT> Reading up on my disorder, some of it is sounding pretty scary... it's supposed to continually get worse if it stays untreated, but the medications all have really long lists of horrid side effects. ._. The cause of bipolarism is "...you were born with the possibility of developing this disorder, and something in your life set it off." Gee. That's clear. Also? Suicide rate amongst those with bipolar disorder is supposed to be very high. So reassured. -_-;; </EDIT>