not that sick

Yay for bloodwork. x.x I wonder how long I will be bruised this time?


I'm getting an appointment for an ultrasound, too, now. That's a little bit scary. Anyone had anything like this done before?

verse thursday...

( because it's so fitting )

give me wings, give me space, give me money for a change of pace

Ok. Carbanated drinks are painful today. Wow.


I was thinking, earlier, about how hard it is to explain to people about things you live with everyday. I mean, I'm sure everyone's heard the idea of "how do you explain a colour to someone from a planet with no eyes?" But, I mean, there are more things like that which just can't be explained.

Like, if someone asked me what it's like to be bipolar... how do I explain it? I mean... my moods change without reason or my control. But how do I explain to someone how it feels to be laughing when you'd really rather shoot yourself? Or to cry when the best thing has just happened to you? How can I explain what it's like to know how I'm supposed to be feeling but feel something entirely different instead?

How can anyone truly understand anything they've never actually experienced?


...now for a completely different train of thought; Our Lady Peace is the band that will be opening for the Stones. Gods. NEED to get those tickets. My sister said she'd get them tomorrow while I was at work, so I hope she really does, or I'll be very sad. ;~;


And I've got some serious scanning and iconning to do, but that'll come when I have time for it.