Mar. 21st, 2006

gnutmeg: (bad day)
Let me just start by saying the [livejournal.com profile] zeli17 is a huge sweetheart! Thank you so much for your kind email. I was definitely not expecting that, and it did perk my mood up a little.


I worked the 9:30-5:00 shift yesterday, and just being out doing something for the whole day was a really nice change. This whole being at home all the time thing is driving me nuts. It reminds me too much of my 6 months without school or job - which was a super depressing time for me. This strike needs to end. I mean, I've been keeping up with my school work and stuff but it's just not the same. I actually even miss a few of my teachers. Ok. Just Phil (who isn't actually my teacher, but the department head) and Adrienne (who teaches my hardest class. hah.) Apparantly they'll be releasing a plan or something this week for what we'll need to do to finish the semester, if the strike doesn't end within the next week, though. Which is good, since there's only really about a month of semester left...


Oh. I was offered (and accepted) a directorship job with camp this summer. It's not the same area I've been working in for the past 4 years, but it is one I've helped with and know a bit about, so I think it'll be cool. And now that I am a director, I'm pretty much guaranteed that position each summer until I decide to move on to other things in life. (Though, knowing me, I'd probably be willing to travel back here during the summer, if I were away, just to be part of camp. I <3 Woolsey just that much.)


I'm probably going to highlight my hair today, since I'm bored of just being one colour. Probably going to go grocery shopping with mom, too, since there's very little food in our house right now.
gnutmeg: (lost)
About a month ago at this time, I would probably have easily have said I was one of the happiest girls in the world. Everything in life was as it should be and full of so much promise for the future. But now. Now it's like everything important to me has been taken from me, and the people I thought I could depend on and trust most just, well, aren't here.


I'm confused and uncertain as I try to find my niche again. Stupid life. Why must you always throw such hurdles at me?