she will be your living end
Jun. 7th, 2006 09:09 pmApparantly, I managed to convince myself that there was no wednesday this week. Umn. Yes. Now that I know what day it really is, I realize I have to go shoe-shopping tomorrow, since grad is friday morning. I can't wait to have my diploma and just be able to say "I'm done" for good. Heck, I even get to graduate with honours. That's gotta mean something to someone.
Also, I really need to get off my self-indulgent ignore-the-world spree I've been on of late. I just... haven't really figured out completely how to deal with myself at all. I miss people that used to be very important to my life that just... aren't any more, or that can't be because I don't get to see or talk to them even an eigth of the amount I'd like to. I don't think I can explain it more than that... accept maybe to describe it as a total isolation that even, I, the one used to be isolated have never experienced or quite fully understand. And it seems to make me want to isolate myself further. How silly is that?
Also, I really need to get off my self-indulgent ignore-the-world spree I've been on of late. I just... haven't really figured out completely how to deal with myself at all. I miss people that used to be very important to my life that just... aren't any more, or that can't be because I don't get to see or talk to them even an eigth of the amount I'd like to. I don't think I can explain it more than that... accept maybe to describe it as a total isolation that even, I, the one used to be isolated have never experienced or quite fully understand. And it seems to make me want to isolate myself further. How silly is that?