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Ooh... I just found out that Bowie does a cover of one of the most amazing love songs ever written. (God Only Knows). But it's on one of the few Bowie CDs I don't have yet. :\

why'd you think I let you get away with all the things you say to me?

Do you ever wonder how much of your life is a lie you tell yourself just so you can sleep at night?



Maybe it's just a me thing.

But sometimes, I wonder. Am I truly a good person? Were the things I had thought were shared happiness with others truly so? Or was I the only happy one in those situations? Am I sane? Why can't life just be simple? Why are wants and needs always a million miles apart from each other? Will there ever be a happy ending for me? Why is joy so fleeting? Will things ever get better? Is there anything more beautiful then a forest path right after the morning rain? When will my parents finally accept that I am an adult? Why must good friends leave? Is there any true "good" and "evil" in the universe or is it all just a matter of perspective?


Or maybe I'm just avoiding the questions that really matter to me.