the rumours of my death are greatly over zealous

Had a bit of pain. Tried to go to work. Ended up deciding to go to the hospital at the insistence of a coworker once there (after arguing with Eri about it for like 40 min on the way to work). Spent a long freaking time in the ER. Saw a doctor. Got X-rays. Still not sure what I have, best guess was pinched nerve. Get morphine.


Am taking morphine. Have been in moderate-intense pain for almost 10 hours now.




It's been a weird day.

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I'm absolutely exhausted today. It's so weird, after months of insomnia now I suddenly can't seem to sleep enough. I mean, wtf? Don't know if this'll last, probably not. I think it's just the stress of this week, esp. last night.


I hate hospitals, for the record. HATE. And I'm not too fond of doctors, either. Plus I see my regular doctor on Tuesday, to see how the prozac is treating me. Well. I know it's having -some- effect as I'm so freaking fidgety lately, but not quite manic. Well. I was manic Wednesday. But not yesterday or today.



I don't know. This whole trying to be healthy thing is so freaking hard.