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anger issues
Apr. 7th, 2011 09:14 am[Error: unknown template qotd]
After I slapped him? I'd probably thank him for being my first step down the road that leads far far away from men.
Completely unrelated: I'm so fucking sick of my roommate's hypocrisy. She always bitches about keeping "shared areas" tidy and then leaves dishes all over them for days. She bitches me out for leaving the kitchen a mess - the last time she claimed she called her mother in tears because I "hadn't even washed the counter" - but she hasn't done a single dish all week. Last night, I went out to rangers about an hour after we ate and when I got home almost 3 hours after that, she hadn't even put the food away. (And that's not the first time this has happened.) What happened to our "I cook, she cleans" deal? I'm cleaning up from all that now, not that I really have time, but it's so fucking disgusting. And she was hired to be in charge of cleanliness and hygiene at camp? I'm the only one who ever cleans the bathroom. I'm the only one who cleans things like the oven and the fridge in our kitchen - she only does dishes and counters - I'm the one who cleans our pets. Or maybe they're my pets, at this point. Fuck knows.
And I've been so sick lately. I've at least 4 people on my case daily about going to see my doctor. Has it ever occurred that maybe I just don't want to? Maybe I'm ready to give up. I'm so tired and stressed, dealing with school ending and all the finals and such from that. If I'm not careful, I'm going to put myself into the hospital instead of my doctor's office.
After I slapped him? I'd probably thank him for being my first step down the road that leads far far away from men.
Completely unrelated: I'm so fucking sick of my roommate's hypocrisy. She always bitches about keeping "shared areas" tidy and then leaves dishes all over them for days. She bitches me out for leaving the kitchen a mess - the last time she claimed she called her mother in tears because I "hadn't even washed the counter" - but she hasn't done a single dish all week. Last night, I went out to rangers about an hour after we ate and when I got home almost 3 hours after that, she hadn't even put the food away. (And that's not the first time this has happened.) What happened to our "I cook, she cleans" deal? I'm cleaning up from all that now, not that I really have time, but it's so fucking disgusting. And she was hired to be in charge of cleanliness and hygiene at camp? I'm the only one who ever cleans the bathroom. I'm the only one who cleans things like the oven and the fridge in our kitchen - she only does dishes and counters - I'm the one who cleans our pets. Or maybe they're my pets, at this point. Fuck knows.
And I've been so sick lately. I've at least 4 people on my case daily about going to see my doctor. Has it ever occurred that maybe I just don't want to? Maybe I'm ready to give up. I'm so tired and stressed, dealing with school ending and all the finals and such from that. If I'm not careful, I'm going to put myself into the hospital instead of my doctor's office.
