gnutmeg: (fuck off)
gnutmeg ([personal profile] gnutmeg) wrote2004-05-17 08:18 am

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I'm so glad I have such kind and sensitive parents who've been supportive to me through this hard time in my life where I haven't been able to find employment between school semesters.

Oh. Wait. I don't.

Fuck you, too, dad.

[identity profile] nepenthes59.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
^^;;

Ken will be happy to trade places with you... here's a larukuhug

Image

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. Though I could probably just squish in with Ken. I'm not much bigger than Hyde.

[identity profile] inomoo.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, yes, the dads. They seem to be the asses these days -_-

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 09:25 am (UTC)(link)
My mom isn't much better.

[identity profile] nekochancutecat.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 09:46 am (UTC)(link)
Trust me, I can totally relate. *hugs*

Just... keep on trying your hardest ('cause I know that you have been) and ignore all of the bitching.

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 09:57 am (UTC)(link)
*sighs and cuddles* It's days like today that I want to run away and beg on the streets of thailand or something, y'know? Just say 'fuck everything' and quit.

[identity profile] nekochancutecat.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 10:02 am (UTC)(link)
I know, I know. *hugs and pets* I do know just how hard it can get and just how tempting it can be just to say, "Screw it all." But... you show your strength of character by sticking it through and continuing on, nutmeg. Just keep on trying, because that's all anyone can ever ask of you.

*snuggles* And yes, I am proud of you. <3

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 10:07 am (UTC)(link)
Apparantly 'trying' isn't good enough for my parents. I think they believe I enjoy sitting around all day with nothing to do. I fear some day I might go postal and kill them just so I won't have to hear them yell at me ever again.

Stop being proud of me, damnit. I haven't done anything worth being proud of. :(

[identity profile] nekochancutecat.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 10:10 am (UTC)(link)
You try. Whether or not you're able to succeed at the thing that you take a risk for is irrevelevant. You still tried and that is something to be proud of. *bops*

And parents are stupid. Everyone knows this. The call you unbelievably lazy--at least, that's how it is with my household--even though you do try. Just continue shrugging it off and keep on trying. I know that some days will be harder than others to deal with the bitching, but... you always have us to complain to, right? *pets*

Have to go now--bell rang. x_x;;

*sends love and good karma*

[identity profile] luceage.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
*LOVES*

I'm not going to say that I understand, because I don't. And I'm not going to tell you it's all going to be okay, because that's never for certain. But I am going to tell you that you will get through the shitty parents-ness, because you are nutmeg, and this is just one more crappy life-thing to overcome.

*LOVES SOME MORE*

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Some day, if I keep wishing on that shooting star and believing in faerie tales. *rolls eyes* I've been putting up with this parental shit for almost 21 years. If anything, they're getting worse.

*sigh*

[identity profile] luceage.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
At least after you finish university and get out of there, you'll be an Independent Woman and not have to rely on them, ne? *snuggles* :D I don't count for much, but I believe in you. :))

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm going to die if I have to stay here that long. (Another 2 years? That's insane!)

[identity profile] luceage.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Ai-yah. Two more years?! *boggles*

If I had endless monetary means, I would give you el dinero so you could escape. But alas, I do not have such means, so I can only offer you paltry comfort. :))

[identity profile] shukuun.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 03:30 pm (UTC)(link)
*HUGS*

...ah~ hope you cheer up soon. >_<

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll probably be cheery enough tomorrow. I've grown quite good at faking a smile.

[identity profile] kokoro.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
One day you'll be able to move away from them.

Just keep telling yourself that. <3

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
It's the only thing that kept me alive for a few years...

[identity profile] kokoro.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
It's what keeps me going too.

I mean, to put it in simple terms...parents can really, REALLY blow.

You're a great person, though. You'll always have your LJ friends! :D ... :P

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Especially parents who hit hard or ignore the fact that you have a medical condition that makes you emotionally unstable.

Yes, I'm not completely alone, just old, here.

[identity profile] makotokino.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Love I really wish there were something I could do to help you feel better. Parents suck, I'm sorry. *hugs* things will get better someday. [hopefully someday soon]

[identity profile] diminia.livejournal.com 2004-05-17 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
::hugs:: i'm sorry nutmeg. ::pets:: i'm here if you wanna talk.