gnutmeg: (lonely <3 kia)
gnutmeg ([personal profile] gnutmeg) wrote2004-06-02 11:17 pm

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Ok... I'm kind of really worried. Kiana hasn't been online all day. She usually gets on... oh, about 9 hours ago. *bites lip* Now I'm all freaking out and worried about her. I hope nothing bad happened... >.< Maybe her internet just wasn't behaving today, or it got disconnected or something?

I really need to stop being so fucking paranoid, but I really am worried about her. If she doesn't come on tomorrow... besides going totally insane, I'll have to call her and make sure she's ok. I hope she is.

[identity profile] nepenthes59.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
>.<...
do you have her phone #?
gaah I wish I could help, but I have never talked to her online.. and don't even know her online info...

There are so many things that can keep us offline. gahhh but I feel your frustration & I am sending good Kia thoughts

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I've called her before. I'm mostly worried because I know pretty much anything that would keep Kia offline would have to be something negative: illness, family fight, 'net being cut off... that sort of thing. If it were anything else she would have told me.

[identity profile] nepenthes59.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
well I will continue to play Hyde's "prayer " on repeat then... and think good things...............

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I have a wellness candle burning for her (though I can't send a direct spell as I have no clue what the issue is) but I'm on the edge of tears... I'm probably over-worried. :\

[identity profile] nekochancutecat.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't worry, nutmeg. I'm sure there's a logical explanation for Kia not being online. It probably has to do with her 'net, so hopefully she'll come on later, ne? *hugs*

I'll light one of my candles for her and hope that everything is okay.

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope so. I'm really worried. Like... verge of terrified, worried.

[identity profile] nekochancutecat.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't worry, nutmeg. Just calm down. I'm sure that Kia is all right and she'll come online tomorrow apologizing for making you worry. *pets*

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Or maybe she won't come on again and I'll go all crazy and won't be able to call her until I get back from my meeting tomorrow and then it might be too late in the evening and I won't know for another whole day and she might need me. T_____T

[identity profile] nekochancutecat.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
nutmeg. Calm down. Take a deep breath and just try to calm down. You're freaking yourself out with this and that's just going to make things worse.

If something REALLY bad happened to Kia, then I know that she would call you to tell you what happened. She would know that you'd be worried about her. One of her first concerns is always for you, so... just calm down, okay? *hugs*

You still have the option of calling her, so she isn't completely out of touch. And maybe their area had another storm and the power went out. Right?

<333

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm a lot calmer than I was earlier, though that's not saying much...

And I don't know if she actually has my number written down. I gave her both my home and cell numbers, but she might have just left them online and bookmarked. So she probably wouldn't call.

I would most definitely know if something happened in Toronto. It's only 4 hours away. It's in my province. If something had happened, I would have seen it on the news, which I've caught twice today. >.<

*pouts*

[identity profile] nekochancutecat.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Just keep on trying to be calm, nutmeg. You know that Kia wouldn't want you to put stress upon yourself. She cares about you too much for that.

As for your numbers... >.>;; Next time when she comes online, tell her to actually write them down somewhere so that she can contact you if something like this happens. (She should put it in her cell phone's phonebooks~ *bops Kia*)

And don't worry--like I said before, I'm sure that there's a perfectly reasonable explanation for this, nutmeg, and Kia will be apologizing to you later about making you worry. Just light the candles and pray for her safety and that everything is all right. *pets*

<333

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2004-06-02 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm letter writing. That is the most calming activity I know.

She doesn't have a cell phone.

I hope so, though I doubt she'll apologize. More likely she'll whine and I'll cling and someone will end up tied to a chair...

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