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[gnutmeg]

Red mascara always looks like blood when you cry...


It tried to be a good day. It really did. But, in the end, it's not.



Am I allowed to quit? Just disappear from everything and not come back again? It'd be like a suicide, of sorts... since I gave up on the real kind years ago.

Comments

[drops-of-colour.livejournal.com]

You need to stop being depressed. You only get one shot at life. :\

[makotokino.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm sorry your day was bad. please don't give up. I won't allow it. *hugglecling*

[sixth-moon.livejournal.com]

Today should have been better than good. Here's hoping the upcoming days will be so in order to make up for the lack of 'good' in today.

Shit happens. We have no control.

And lots of <3 and hugs, and hope you're feeling much better, soon.

[narlyenatvanya.livejournal.com]

To your second question, I would say disappear if you must, but don't make it a not-coming-back-again thing. *hugs* Hope you feel better soon.

[creepy_shetan]

Here, I uploaded a couple of pics for you. I noticed all the Sailor Moon icons, so... I don't know which characters you like or anything, so these 2 pics have everyone on them. And I mean *everyone*. I have no idea where I got them, but yeah...

I really need a photobucket account or something...
http://www.geocities.com/samjqct
Look for the pics with your name on them. I think they're near the bottom.
Oh, and if you want to look, I have a scan of my best Usagi sketch up there, too. It's old, and I messed it up in more than one place, but I still like how it turned out. That one's kinda in the middle of the list somewhere.

Looking on the brighter, more twisted side:
It's not technically today anymore.
There's something aesthetic and symbolic about blood red tears.
You have a whole year before this day comes again.
People you've never met care about you.
People who don't know you well want to know you better.
The sight of me trying to comfort someone is rather scary and funny at the same time.

[nekochancutecat.livejournal.com]

*snatches you up, plops you in bed, and snuggles* <333

Don't worry. It'll get better, nutmeg. Just keep on trying and being strong. It's hard sometimes, but I know that you have the strength to carry on.

[tmcado.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you had a bad day sweetie, you don't deserve it.

Mind if I add you to my friend list? You seem like a wonderful person to me ^_^

BTW, I sent you a bunch of online hugs through that link in your profile... I was feeling dorky, and thought you needed more hugs. Everyone needs hugs.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_amaya_/]

I'm sorry that it went so badly. Maybe the days coming after it will be better? *hugs* <3 <3 <3

[kokoro.livejournal.com]

You sound like me today.

<3

[mihogoeth.livejournal.com]

Hey maybe you will feel better on sat when you meet me, I dunno. lol, anyhoo I can't wait. *Hugs*

[kagome-angel.livejournal.com]

Aww! *Hugs* I'm so sorry. I really am, Nutmeg.

Listen. Don't give up. I've felt like this before. I've tried to kill myself before. Several times. But then, I eventually realize that there are people that love me out there. And what would they do if I left? Yes, I feel worthless sometimes. Yes, I feel stupid. Yes, I want to grab the razor and just start cutting, but I don't. There are some things in life that are worth fighting for and holding on to.

Nutmeg, a lot of people love you whether you realize it or not. Don't go anywhere.

We care. *Hugs*