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gnutmeg ([personal profile] gnutmeg) wrote2007-03-19 10:29 pm

sometimes, there are just no words (and others there are too many)

Guess it's about time I posted something with more substance to it than a few vague emoticons, huh?

I have to say, it's really quite amazing how much of a turn around a single day can make in your life. I don't want to talk about it, as it's very much something private, but I've had a conversation that has given me a new view for my life. Even though my day-to-day is still pretty shitty... I know I have something fantastic to work towards. Something real and wonderful and all mine. Can you see why I'm so happy?

It's amazing, though, when you know someone so well yet they still manage to say/do things that you don't expect them to. Even more so when they say/do those things for you.



I'm still bloody stressed between work and pathfinders, though. Ugh. Cannot wait until June and I leave both of those behind. (Though at the same time, I'm terrified of June when everything's going to change.)



Random interesting thing: we've had this lady coming into the work for the past couple days that we've come to refer to as "the narrator". We suspect she's schizophrenic, as she comes into the store and has long and LOUD conversations with herself as she browses. The weirdest thing about her, though, is that she seems to have these different personalities that come out as she talks. One seems to be a blonde-haired-blue-eyed-male-nazi. There's also a preacher, an abused child (that's possibly Jewish?), a super-feminist black woman, and some sort of a mother who keeps talking about "her children". She was in twice today. (For about a total of an hour.) And she was in 2 hours yesterday. And apparantly was in the day before too.

I'm mostly concerned she'll upset the other customers as she says some rather rude, racist, and otherwise inappropriate things. It's also kind weird/freaky to listen to her for long periods of time.

The weirdest part, though? She's been to our store before and never have I noticed her speaking to herself before Sunday. (I wasn't in Sat, so I don't know if she did it then.) I'm thinking she might be on a meds vacation or something.


Why do all the crazies come to my store, though?

[identity profile] amakarie.livejournal.com 2007-03-20 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
I have to say I'm really glad to hear and see you so happy, although I am a little curious I won't pry. :x It's so nice to see the ^________^ symbol on your journal. X3

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2007-03-20 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
Well, you can blame him (http://twiztednwarped.livejournal.com/profile). (Though I doubt he even checks his LJ anymore.)


I haven't felt really happy, not like this, in a long time. At least a year. I suspect that's something Kia stole from me... but I'm slowly winning it back.

[identity profile] amakarie.livejournal.com 2007-03-20 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
:)))))))


Oh look, now you're making me do it. ;P ♥

[identity profile] narlyenatvanya.livejournal.com 2007-03-20 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad you're happy and well right now, even if it's thinking about the future and not current stuff. And hey, if it sticks, I'll be even happier for you. *hug* You deserve happiness.

(Also, the crazies? They come to your store to give you stories to tell. :D)

[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2007-03-20 12:18 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs back* Thank you. Knowing things will be better makes right now easier to deal with.
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[identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com 2007-03-20 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Guess so!

Eh... I could live without some of them. Especially the drug addicts. And our suspected lolita-syndrome gentleman. (He makes certain to touch me in some way every time he comes in and is OBSESSED with our 17 year old girl. And so many sexual inuendos when he calls - 3 times a day. Not good.)