Apr. 26th, 2003
::: untitled: variations on an idea :::
Apr. 26th, 2003 01:31 amseas of tears
on sandy shores
written fears
on plate-glass doors
chess players
fallen in pain
rainbowed layers
seen in the rain
broken hearts
shattered dreams
blown apart
torn at the seams
scarlet dewdrops
lit by moonbeams
blood falls in beads
on broken dreams
salt tears land on
sad window sills
strange sorrow
cold winter chills
why do I fear
to face this love
secrets lost to
the stars above
on sandy shores
written fears
on plate-glass doors
chess players
fallen in pain
rainbowed layers
seen in the rain
broken hearts
shattered dreams
blown apart
torn at the seams
scarlet dewdrops
lit by moonbeams
blood falls in beads
on broken dreams
salt tears land on
sad window sills
strange sorrow
cold winter chills
why do I fear
to face this love
secrets lost to
the stars above
I WAS having a bad day, but...
Apr. 26th, 2003 06:59 pmHoly fucking Gackt in a bathtub full of rose petals!!! *swoons*
...
*finally remembers to breathe*
If Melkor needs a piccy, I shall make sure he sees this one.
...
*finally remembers to breathe*
If Melkor needs a piccy, I shall make sure he sees this one.
bored. posts iconses i made
Apr. 26th, 2003 11:54 pmJust a couple, take 'em if you like 'em. They're free.




In other news, I think I've figured out why I've been upset/hyper/upset/hyper for the past while. It's my bipolar diorder come back to haunt me.
Should probably go to the doctor and start taking meds again. Stupid pills. Stupid disorder. Depression is no fun and hyperness makes me angry O.o Where is my happy medium?!?




In other news, I think I've figured out why I've been upset/hyper/upset/hyper for the past while. It's my bipolar diorder come back to haunt me.
Should probably go to the doctor and start taking meds again. Stupid pills. Stupid disorder. Depression is no fun and hyperness makes me angry O.o Where is my happy medium?!?