::: Distant Star :::

it started off so well
just something soft and small
but then it started to grow
now I can't handle it at all
my mind is running circles
life is just a mess
I really need to clear my head
to get rid of all this stress
somewhere in the moonlit night
I'm sitting on a star
it's like watching from a distance
the world just seems so far
I watch the daily chaos
that some would call life
I see hurt and tears and anguish
bitterness, pain and strife
mayhap one day I'll leave my star
and come down to visit you
for though I live someplace else
I'm still human, too

waiting so long, i've been waiting so long

Well, today was my very lastest day at work at the drycleaners. EVER.

YAY!

Helen, one of our regular customers, hugged me. It was cute and funny. She said she'd miss me.

Jae-eun (the boss lady) tried to convince me to keep working and said I could come back if I ever needed a job. Always good to know.


Today I was considering what options I had if I decided not to go ack to university. They include:
- going to college to get a business degree and open my own restaurant or store
- give up on society and become a freelance poet, novelist, artist

I decided to finish my BA and than either go to teacher's college like I originally planned or go back to either of these plans (or both... hmmm...).

I'm really starting to think that teaching is not my thing, though. I love working with children, but I am not so good with hierarchies I am not on top of. I am a control freak, and I don't think I could fulfil that need as a teacher.

*shrugs* Oh well, they all tell you this will happen, right? Not surprised that it happened to me.