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Some days, I ponder possibly submitting myself for psychoanalysis. Just with how odd some of my habits and trains of thought are, even to me, I can't possibly be average.

My unconcious self-destructive tendancies, for instance, or my often-present insomnia. My many nightmares are another one. I'm always either killing myself or... reliving certain memories that I'd rather not.

Some of my odder habits include things like spontaneously singing, dancing, or speaking with an accent. (I have french, russian, southern-states, scottish and japanese accents whic will just randomly appear mid-conversation when I'm talking to people. I don't know why I do it, it just happens.) I also prefer to stand while eating, sit on the floor, and walk around when I'm on the phone.

There are a million more, but I'm too tired to pull this self-examination out any longer tonight.

BTW, pics tomorrow. Assming my camera co-operates, of course. >.o

gummy bears are an excellent breakfast food

I just realized that my writing journal is over a year old but still has yet to have anything of interest in it. How sad.

I'm also in a much better mood this morning. I think the depression finally was shooed off. And if it comes back any time soon it's getting an ass-kicking. >:O

After a futile and frustrating search for No Doubt's "Just a Girl" music video via websites, I've come to the conclusion that although I've dled realaudio, my computer is still incapable of actually handling the file type that goes with it. Such a wonderful machine.

Amn... what else? Oh, right. nekochancutecat, if you don't get your ass on AIM during one of your days off and talk to me, I'm not talking to you for like... a month. XP

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I have but a single question right now.


Where the fuck is Kiana?



*curls into a ball and whimpers in the corner*

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Ok... I'm kind of really worried. Kiana hasn't been online all day. She usually gets on... oh, about 9 hours ago. *bites lip* Now I'm all freaking out and worried about her. I hope nothing bad happened... >.< Maybe her internet just wasn't behaving today, or it got disconnected or something?

I really need to stop being so fucking paranoid, but I really am worried about her. If she doesn't come on tomorrow... besides going totally insane, I'll have to call her and make sure she's ok. I hope she is.