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I understand, now, why people like Gackt and Hyde tend to work so much. By concentrating on work, everything else seems to fall to the background. Though the other thoughts are still there, at the edges of your conciousness, waiting for an idle moment that will allow them to sneak in and torture your mind once again.

It's also funny how a normal thing you do every day can become so excrutiating and slow when you're worried.

be proud - I'm actually wearing my reading glasses for once

Why must there always be so much paper work? I filled in all these exact same forms last year and none of the information has changed, so why am I doing it again? Oh yeah. Because this is guiding.

I'm so not ready to face the parents at the camp meeting tonight. Nope. I'm going to forget everything. And I think I'm supposed to have a (partial) costume for this? Ahahaha. Right. I'm coming, they should be happy with that and leave me alone.

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Fuck, just got home. Too late to call Kia. (Lesson learned in life: never call people with irritable parents after 9pm as a favour to both them and yourself)

Looks like I have to wait until tomorrow. I really hope she's ok...

I miss her a lot.


Also, great big huge happy birthday to Liad (evening_rose). Well, not until tomorrow in my time, but I know it's already tomorrow where you are. <3

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I'm really feeling more like Hyde's Shallow Sleep right now, but I've posted those lyrics before. (Mainly the "without you here, there is no colour" line... :\)


( verse thursday )