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Right after English this morning, I burst into tears for no real reason. I had been going over an assignment I hadn't liked the mark of with my English prof, and then we ran out of time, so we said we'd talk about it the next class, then I walked out the door and burst into tears.

Gayla and Melanie were there, I had been talking to them a bit earlier, and then Gayla hugged me as I tried to explain the bipolar thing and wiped at my cheeks. I ended up spending the whole time between English and computers (now) with them. We were just sort of wandering around the campus and chatting.

They said the cutest thing to me - they were mentioning about how they were talking about me the other day and how they both thought I was absolutely sweet, although terribly quiet.

Well, that's really who I am. Quiet. But not shy. People tend to confuse the two. Just because I don't say a lot doesn't mean I'm afraid to. It might mean I just don't have anything I want to say. There's no problem with silence...

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It's snowing.

baroque moved you, you loved Mozart

Apologies to those who look forward to music on mondays... too much homework and stuff today. I'm also trying to extract the new Hyde PV, if I can get my stupid program to save properly, so I'll update with that as well (just the PV, not the whole DVD stream) when I do post the music, which (I hope) will be tomorrow.


Actually. I'd really like to nap. I didn't even try to go to bed yesterday until 2, and then I had trouble falling asleep (yay insomnia!) and then I woke up twice with nightmares before finally getting up for school at 6:30. So I'm slightly zombie today. Maybe will nap for few hours then come back and attempt everything.



I almost feel like I owe everyone an apology, though I don't know for what. It's a really odd feeling.