wish I would just die and get it over with

It would be so much easier to sleep if I could just get these suicidal urges to go away.

Or stop crying. Either would be nice. Both? Super! We'll just ignore my other various aches and pains and such for now.




Have I mentioned lately how much I hate my body?


P.S. I also hate men.


<EDIT> I may or may not have just broken my phone. Fuck. I hate everything right now. Especially the person that I really really really want to talk to right now that doesn't seem to want to answer the phone. Probably found another distraction. Fine. I don't care. If you don't want to talk to me, then you won't. Ever. </EDIT>

it's hard to take courage...

Today is not a good day.



I do not want to take Kia home. But I have to, anyway.

I miss my hubby terribly. And there's not much I can do about that.



At least school starts Monday. It'll be a nice distraction. I guess.