so much for happiness

I wish to die for many reasons right now. The strongest of these is reasons is my innate ability to fuck my own life over. The continual pain in my abdomin is also high ranking among the contributing factors. Family, friend, and school issues round off the top 5 reasons.



In the end, it all leads to me being fucked in the head.



I hate my life and I want to die. But for now, I'm going to print out many pages of notes, instead.