I never meant to fall in love...

( cut for those who don't want to hear pointless gushing about my boy )

Making a long story short; he's right. I do need to stop and take things one at a time. So I started tonight with him. We had discussions that were sorely needed and I think... I think... well, I really don't know, actually. But things seem hopeful in many ways. And, ironically enough, other things I'd been having doubts about suddenly found solutions. Don't ask, it's personal, but my boy may have possibly solved a dilemma for both of us without really knowing it. :)


Also, for those few who know about some of the efforts/may be concerned about it; there's a pretty good possibility that Kia might move to Ottawa. ...we've made a suggestion to her that she move here and find a job and pay my parents (minimal) rent to stay in our spare room. I hope she decides to do it, because it'd be a hell of a lot better for her than staying at home and wasting away as she is currently.



And now to bed.