longest 5 minutes ever...

I've decided that I'm truly pathetic, but I don't wish to discuss the reasoning that's lead me to this conclusion.

don't expect me to die for you

So. Instead of going in one hour early, like I'd originally agreed to, I'm going in 2.5 hours earlier. Because my manager called, because someone didn't show up, and I adore that girl far too much to say no to her. So, magically, my 1-6 shift is now 10:30-6. I probably shouldn't be doing it, seeing how high my stress level has been getting again, but I am. Hopefully the money will be good.


And maybe I'll actually see my sister today, since she got back from school yesterday and all.


I need to go finish getting ready.

running on empty

I love it when my mom orders chinese food (like, one of my most favourite things ever) but I can't eat most of the dishes, since she got them all with red meat. Or when she buys something "especially for me" without checking if there's meat and then I have some and get sick. :\ Yeah.


Long day at work. Another one coming tomorrow. I don't know if I can handle a lot more of this...