small break from work

Item 1: I really need to stop reading articles about wedding flowers. I don't care if it's fore work and I actually need to do it. It's putting all sorts of silly notions into my head. I'm far too old to start fantasizing and planning a dream wedding now. (Yeah... it's still going on in my brain.)


Item 2: Honestly, some of your response in this actually made me cry. So many of you are so sweet, and I feel so bad that I just haven't given many of you half the time you really deserve. I'm sorry. I don't mean to shut you out, but when times get tough... I just clam up, hide in my shell until things get better. But I know they won't get better until I do come out and start being with people. So gentle reminders (and maybe some not so gentle ones from those of you who know me best) to get me socializing would probably be good.


Item 3: Job hunting not so good. Everyone is looking for seasonal christmas staff already. I don't want a seasonal job. No way.