one more bad dream could bring a fall

I'm feeling dark right now. And kind of empty, though not in a good way.


It's like I've poured out all of the past to make room for the future but there's nothing there to put in. So I'm deflated, I guess. I don't know.



Gods. I wish I could stop feeling like this. Why can't I fucking shake it this time? Why?

apparently it's a bad night for trying to spell song names

Y'know. I think YUKI's new album is going to be absolutely fantastic. I should really buy it one of these days. And the other two of hers I don't have yet. More YUKI in my life would be good for me. Her music always makes me feel better. Sometimes that means crying to feel better, but that's ok.

In fact I think I'll order those right now.


Randomly; her Melancholinista video is probably the most awesome video I've ever seen. Mostly because normal people just don't do that with a spoon. Gods, I love this girl. (See below~)

"" (Watch on YouTube)

P.S. someone remind me to make myself more YUKI icons.