trying hard to trust you

In some ways, I guess I feel better since I've come to a decision. It doesn't really make me happy, but it gives me a little peace of mind. Though I have to admit some anxiety about whether or not I made the right choice.

It's a little scary to allow someone this much trust. I guess we'll see if it was worth it.



There are definitely butterflies exploding in my stomach right now, though.

look, I'm not dead

( stolen from arieldawn )