Jun. 25th, 2008

gnutmeg: (dark)
I admit, I'm still enraptured by his eyes
but that doesn't mean I wouldn't love
to get to know yours
just promise you're a different colour

then again, don't
never promise me a thing
that way you won't have to lie
when you go to take your leave

I don't care for this behaviour at all
please smile, if only once
never stop to watch me cry
I'm a liar who'll break her own heart

I'm okay, just fine, always was
don't you know?
this is how it's supposed to be
me on the floor as you walk away

but I can still blame you completely
and then punish myself for your deeds
so remove your armour
and fight fair, if only once

oh beloved knight, my starlit sir
why do you run away?
I watch you hide and wonder
do you know I can see you still?

so whisper your battle cry
I can pretend I've never heard it
I'll even let you walk away
without retrieving my fallen 'kerchief
gnutmeg: (dark)
I feel tired today
deep bone tired
as though
I've been endlessly fighting

waging a war
never to be won
simply to satisfy
my pride

such vanity is deadly
it wears through the skin
it is the wound
which can kill

a prisoner of this war
no escape
though I see the meaninglessness
the very lack traps me

my hands are bound 'til they bleed
still I carry my sword
I fight
where nothing can be won

dripping through my fingers
the hilt is sticky and red
but I won't let go
I can't
gnutmeg: (light)
searching for a crown
my white dresses blowing behind me
you came up and claimed a kiss
which I allowed

love hurts, surrender
love hurts, surrender

you took my hand
as though you owned it
well, I suppose you can for a while
if you remember

love hurts, surrender
love hurts, surrender

I'll wear your ring because it suits me
not because you are my king
you never were
I am not yours to command

love hurts, surrender
love hurts, surrender

we aren't even equal
my throne is higher than yours
my kingdom brighter
is that why you want me, darling?
gnutmeg: (nazgul)
So, just got back from seeing Prince Caspian with my sister. (I love that she gets free movies!) My reactions?

1) Peter is cuter than Caspian, I'm sorry.
2) Caspian is like a mini Antonio Banderas! So much love!
3) Peter and Lucy are still the favourites.
4) Isn't Susan supposed to be, like, 14 or something?
5) YEY MICE!!
6) The general guy looks like Tim Curry. Kinda. But obviously isn't. Who is he? Driving me nuts. I know him from something.
7) I need to read the books again. I don't remember stuffs.