stupid reasons

Ugh. Am coming to the grim realization that gondolindrim may very well die soon, if we don't get a few more players. I mean, we all have fun together and stuff, but as soon as one or two people are busy for whatever reason... the game grinds to a halt for a while. I don't have the time or energy to play all the parts necessary to keep everything going as well as prod all the necessary bodies.

It's a little depressing, really, that my "anti-stress fun time" is slowly becoming another source of stress for me. (Mostly, I suppose, because I'm upset at the thought of losing it and thus... stressing out over keeping it!)



Why am I still up? I know I'm exhausted...