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Note to self: you want to get together a recipe for curry buns, since you love them but the ones from that bakery you like upset you tummy a bit.


In more important news, Earth Hour is tonight. http://blog.wwf.ca/ It's a global event, and such a small sacrifice on your part. Please participate.

::: Lost Kiss :::

I feel lost
lonely for a place that doesn't exist
a certain point of time that's only in my head
about a passion that should have been
and never will again
this is the kiss I'll never have
this is the kiss I'll never have
I'm starting to hate you for it

the most absolutely painful thing
in all this world
is to be a breath away from what you want most
and know you can't have it
will never have it
this is what you give me
this is the kiss I'll never have
I wish I could hate you for it

those are the pieces
what's left of me in your wake
I wish I could have -- it's unimportant
my dreams never could have been
though it was close for a thought or two
this is my broken heart
this is the kiss I'll never have
I know I can't hate you for it

::: Napkin :::

heartbeat to heartbeat
with every breath stolen from your lips
that's where we can be safe
though all the world is crumbling
and the sky is falling down
I am with you

though love be the most treacherous footing of all
not a thought goes into
breaking my heart
when it's for you
I will suffer every torture

if my skin be torn to shreds
my eyes collapsed from crying
legs give out
these are small things
next to the blue of your eyes
say you will smile for me

and if your heart
has now been given to another
say it to my face
I'll not fade
my love is honest

folded softly into place
a napkin pressed to bleeding sores
I need no reassurances, no safety
no promise
those sweet words meant nothing
still, I love you

::: Salve Regina :::

I have found my rosary
the cross is embedded in pale flesh
each crimson bead
is followed with a fervent prayer
will it be answered?
or need I pray each night to find my answer?