letter to Santa

Dear Santa Claus;

    This Christmas - do I have to say Christmas or will you respond to pagan holidays, too? Anyway. I'd like a little peace of mind. I mean, I know it's a busy time of year for you and you're probably super stressed out too, but if you could find just a little bit to send my way...? It would mean far more to me than an iPad or a laptop or a -insert other useless fancy toy- or even the stand mixer I've been bugging my mum about. I just want to be okay.

    I'm not asking you to find me a reason to live, just the endurance to find the strength I need to find my own. I'm not asking you to solve all my problems, just to give me the patience to see them through. I'm not asking for cure, just the ability to cope.

    If you don't have peace of mind in your magic bag for me, mr Claus, how about a little rent money? But you have to promise me you'll give an equal amount to charity. Preferably one that supports either children or mental health.

    Thank you, mr Claus, for your consideration. I will leave you a selection of some of my favourite cookies and tea with milk on the table near the tree for you.

love,
    nutmeg