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[gnutmeg]

Red mascara always looks like blood when you cry...


It tried to be a good day. It really did. But, in the end, it's not.



Am I allowed to quit? Just disappear from everything and not come back again? It'd be like a suicide, of sorts... since I gave up on the real kind years ago.

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[creepy_shetan]

Here, I uploaded a couple of pics for you. I noticed all the Sailor Moon icons, so... I don't know which characters you like or anything, so these 2 pics have everyone on them. And I mean *everyone*. I have no idea where I got them, but yeah...

I really need a photobucket account or something...
http://www.geocities.com/samjqct
Look for the pics with your name on them. I think they're near the bottom.
Oh, and if you want to look, I have a scan of my best Usagi sketch up there, too. It's old, and I messed it up in more than one place, but I still like how it turned out. That one's kinda in the middle of the list somewhere.

Looking on the brighter, more twisted side:
It's not technically today anymore.
There's something aesthetic and symbolic about blood red tears.
You have a whole year before this day comes again.
People you've never met care about you.
People who don't know you well want to know you better.
The sight of me trying to comfort someone is rather scary and funny at the same time.

[lirimaer.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I used to have those before my computer crashed last Christmas and it's so hard to find Sailor Moon images now. (Most of my old favourite sites are long since dead.) It's the fandom that got me into Japanese culture, really. And I don't really have a favourite, all the senshi are special in their own way.

And it doesn't matter what day it is or who knows me or loves me, the problems are still here and not getting better. Sometimes, your hands are just tied and you've got to live with what's thrown at you.

[creepy_shetan]

A lot of the good SM sites have vanished. -_- It's really sad. I still remember senshi.net and its huge gallery... *sigh* I feel old now...

SM was the starting point for me, too. It got me into anime and manga, which led me to Japan in general. A couple of friends (and even my sisters) and I loved it to bits. I'm more partial to the outer senshi myself. They're more mysterious and mature. =p Mamoru and Setsuna are my favs, and I love the cat family. ^^ I still have around 200 pics on my computer -- if you'd like more, just ask.

All I can say is find distractions. They may not work all the time, but forgetting problems at least sometimes is better than nothing.