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[gnutmeg]

Red mascara always looks like blood when you cry...


It tried to be a good day. It really did. But, in the end, it's not.



Am I allowed to quit? Just disappear from everything and not come back again? It'd be like a suicide, of sorts... since I gave up on the real kind years ago.

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[kagome-angel.livejournal.com]

Aww! *Hugs* I'm so sorry. I really am, Nutmeg.

Listen. Don't give up. I've felt like this before. I've tried to kill myself before. Several times. But then, I eventually realize that there are people that love me out there. And what would they do if I left? Yes, I feel worthless sometimes. Yes, I feel stupid. Yes, I want to grab the razor and just start cutting, but I don't. There are some things in life that are worth fighting for and holding on to.

Nutmeg, a lot of people love you whether you realize it or not. Don't go anywhere.

We care. *Hugs*

[lirimaer.livejournal.com]

It's been almost 4 years since I last cut myself. I don't intend to start again.

I just need to escape from my life and my self-imposed stresses for a while.