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It's always the case - I manage to stay sane and happy for a few days, finally start thinking that maybe it's really gone this time, that the moodswings won't come back - that I get hit with a major down spiral.


I hate life like this. I hate getting sad or angry or badly depressed with no real reason for it.

I also hate that I don't really have anyone around me who cares enough to give me a hand so I can try and pick myself up, pull myself out of the mood that has trapped me.



Going shopping today. (By myself.) Maybe that will help.