I'll never be your beast of burden

[gnutmeg]

So yeah, anyone who was still chatting with me when I left last night, don't worry, I'm fine. Now.

I will admit that I cried myself to sleep and had many nightmares last night. I won't go into detail, but they involved certain scars of mine, broken glass, and blood.

I also had a dream about Lai/Rumi. I think we need to give those pups rules about when it is appropriate to have sex in nutmeg's mind.

I had one other dream that I can remember, too, and this was the happy dream. I dreamt I was at a little french café with Mana. We were drinking coffee. He took his bitter and I took mine sweet. The entire dream was in french, which was pretty cool. We were basically sitting and talking about art music throughout the centuries and discovered a shared love for Monteverdi. ^_^ Kawaii!!
It's weird, whenever I have a crush on someone, I dream of talking to them. None of those lusty dreams of passion for me! Gods, I feel civilized or something.

Oh yeah. Changed my user info today. Now I'm truly vague. ^_^

Comments

[anuanu.livejournal.com]

I think we need to give those pups rules about when it is appropriate to have sex in nutmeg's mind.

True, this. Can we make them rules for my mind too?

[lirimaer.livejournal.com]

Lol. Yes. We all need laws about when Elfs can shag inside our heads. We should, like, make a schedule for them. "You may only shag in so-and-so's head between 5 and 7 pm on fridays" etc. ^_-