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hokay. nO more vodka.
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on 2006-04-22 04:42 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
I remember laughing. I miss that. Jer makes me laugh a lot. He's good like taht.

on 2006-04-22 04:41 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] amakarie.livejournal.com
Oh dear...^^;

on 2006-04-22 04:43 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
It helped me stop crying fo r a littel while. But not anymore.... :(

on 2006-04-22 04:59 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
I'm weak an. I fail and I quit. i quit everthing. No more

on 2006-04-22 06:40 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] mirroredsakura.livejournal.com
Oh sweetheart, that never helps...

on 2006-04-22 02:40 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
It's also rather nasty and I barely drink at all, I just... I don't know. Getting drunk felt like a better idea then what I was feeling except then I ended up being both and poor poor Laura had to put up with so much of my rambling...

on 2006-04-22 03:25 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] mirroredsakura.livejournal.com
Yeah, it's not a pleasant experience. But it's always good to know there's someone there for you even when drunk.

on 2006-04-22 11:51 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] aetheristic.livejournal.com
Oh honey. Honey. If this is why I think it is... I'm so sorry. *snuggles you super close* We're here, okay?

on 2006-04-22 02:39 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
Amazingly, all it means is that I was scared and tried to hide from my own emotions.

We haven't actually spoken yet.

on 2006-04-22 02:41 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] aetheristic.livejournal.com
:/ Well, I'm glad. Not glad-glad but gladder than I would've been I think. If that makes sense.

*cuddle* I hope everything works out for the best, love.

on 2006-04-22 03:02 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
I'm pretty glad I didn't end up talking to him last night, even though I know he was online. I can be... interesting when drunk.